Bristol City's Liam Manning: 'Losing Theo will be a hole in my heart for the rest of my life'

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After victory at Middlesbrough in October, Bristol City's players headed towards the pocket of the Riverside Stadium housing their supporters. As the away fans sang on loop the name of their head coach, Liam Manning, the squad unravelled a giant red and white banner displaying the words "Fly High Theo" in block capitals. Manning, on leave after the death of his baby son eight days earlier, was watching from a rural cottage 300 miles south, on a much-needed getaway. "I sent a long message to the lads about it afterwards … yeah, lump in the throat," he says. "The celebrations epitomised everything. It was above football."

It is not the only heavy moment in a raw and moving conversation but the one thing Manning stresses, as he discusses the hardest episode of his life in an interview for the first time, is that this is not a sob story. He takes huge pride in sharing Theo's name.